Thursday, December 30, 2010

I'll never understand people

So yesterday we went snowboarding and everyone was having a super fun time. Yes it was a bit crowded because of college night but cheap tickets are cheap tickets and I am a poor college student. So everything is going well and I'm down by the fire warming up my toes and my boy and his friend come over and we all put our boards against the railing and the four of us head back to the car to grab some drinks (because lodge prices are crazy) and we leave our one friend with the boards to watch. We come back and he had gone inside for two seconds to grab a beer and my boy's snowboard has been stolen. Brand new, ridden twice, $450 plus $250 bindings, and a brand new stomp pad courtesy of my mother on christmas all gone. Someone just walked over and took his board and it's gone. We filed a police report but it's just gone. I don't understand! What kind of person steals! Stealingis immoral in every culture across the planet. Who the hell just up and takes someone else's stuff! How do you live with yourself! Whoever you are thief, I hope your car gets hit by a snow plow someone steals your wallet. Now my poor boy is all upset and doesn't want to board for the rest of the season because he was so excited to finally have had enough money to buy a new dream board that was perfect for terrain. He is upset, wants to give up his hobby, and wants to be a recluse all winter destroying the fun new years we had planned! So thank you very much you stupid thief!



But on the bright side I went on a kittycat rescue mission and have been braving the 30+ inches of snow to feed the stray cat trapped under our deck. You will survive Boots! (That's what we named him) You will survive!

That is the death snow and ice on my deck

So, since I've done nothing but be in snow since Sunday, my nose has sounded a revolt and is stuffy and runny and gross and I don't want to move because my head is bigger than the moon so I think I'll lay on the floor and do leg lifts and crunches all day instead of going into the snow yet again to attempt to make it to the gym.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

some lovely thinspo to keep in mind over the holidays

























I hate christmas cookies

Eaten waaaayy to many christmas cookies over the past week. baking and baking and baking and baking. ridiculous.

so...my goal weight is no where in sight and i am a failure.

143.5lbs

gym---537cals on elliptical 1 hour
420 crunches
upper body workout.

fml

Monday, December 13, 2010

140.5 and some fun pictures

Bleh. So much work to get done. So much weight to lose. No time for anything.

Today:
3 eggs scrambled dry.......222 good lord
2 rice bar things................200
hot chocolate.....................160
juice box.............................60
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total 642....well that sounds like too much so that's it for today.

You know who is really pretty? Ballerinas. They are awesome. I want a ballerina's body. They are just so perfect and so in control of every movement. Love it.











Sunday, December 12, 2010

Saturday, December 11, 2010

I'm too embarrassed to post my weight gain.

I binged. Oh god. It was awful. I don't know what came over me. It was like food was everywhere. I feel disgusting and today is strictly an apple day but I thought I'd do some thinspo throughout the day just to remind me to shut my damn mouth.