April 3, 2010

Today has been a sad day. I feel off. Something feels wrong. I claim temporary insanity and ate two chicken breasts and, I am sorry to say it, a box of mac n cheese. That is on top of oatmeal for breakfast and a hot pocket for lunch. Today has been a bad, emotional, sad day. It is bound to happen though. I mean, when you stay on a strict diet every once in a while you fall off.

Tomorrow will be a good day. I swear.

In other news. Bought my cat a collar and a leash so she can learn to go outside. She's all talk when there's a window between her and the birds but she is such a little chicken. All talk and no game apparently. Oh well. Have mass amounts of homework that I am putting off. And trying not to think about working all day tomorrow.

Oh and by the way, this blog is because maybe, just maybe if I feel accountable to the world in reporting what I eat, I will be more conscious and eat less. My birthday is 1 month and 29 days away. In that time I want to lose 16lbs. 121 for my 21st. I did it for my 16th and I'll be damned if I can't do it now. Tomorrow's goal---- 600cals. (starting large to ease myself back into habits)

Oh and I am only going to say this once. All of the images on this site, unless otherwise noted do not belong to me in any way. I will never post a picture of myself. If you see a picture of yourself on this website and do not want it to be here please let me know and I will take it down. I do not condone anyone anywhere ever trying to have an eating disorder. It is a mental illness and I am fully aware of this. If you have an eating disorder you should seek treatment.